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::frowns:: is anyone reading my journal anymore? Or are you all just really busy? Or have I got extremely boring all of a sudden?

'm paranoid enough by myself. I don't need any help. Thank you.

i took the morning off today. went in sixth period. I slept til 10 but I'm still tired, I still have a headache. fuck it.

i can't think of anything else to say. i'm in a bad mood. my head hurts. shit.

we explained periods and tampons to Alex today. he was good about it.

hmm. well. you're all in luck. this is a short entry.

I dunno. comments are something i like about livejournal.

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yeah, not alot of people comment in my journal.

i always try n comment in ur journal. but, u never even added me as a friend.

and I explained why, didn't I? you do things that I'm not entirely comfortable with.

well its good to know your so open minded. ::rolls eyes::

oh well, that's what i get for trying to be nice. fuck that.

I am open-minded about sexuality, race, intelligence, self-destructive behavior, D/s, M/s, taste in clothes, music, friends, religion, talent, ideas, occupation. . . I can't think of anything at the moment but I'm an openminded person.

I am not comfortable with drug use. I'm not comfortable with smoking, or alcohol (although those I'm more lenient with than drugs). I know that doing drugs does not make you a bad person. That does not mean I'm comfortable with it. I don't like it. I don't think it's a good idea.

I thought you respected that.
I can respect myself. I know I'm openminded. Hey, I'm also clean!!

And your also a bitter ignorant little girl.

And no, from what I know of you, you think you have an open mind, but in fact.. your far from openminded. Oh well, I feel sorry for you, I really do.

And don't you dare judge my way of life. That just proves that your closeminded. You have no right to look down on the things I do.

But, I am not going to get into this with you. Your far from worth my time.

And don't you dare judge her. Only he or she who is perfect can judge another. You say that she's close minded, but you're no better than her. She is uncomfortable with something that you do, therefore she chooses not to associate with you. Most people accept that, and move on... yet you attack her for being close minded.

I personally don't think that drugs, smoking and alcohol are things that people need to be doing, but I also have a who the hell cares, it's their body, they do it and leave me the hell alone about it, and it's fine. The only real problem I have are the idiots who get high, stoned, or whatever, or drunk, then go out and drive and kill people in accidents! And then the people who smoke around others... it's one thing if they want to fuck up their own lungs, it's another to fuck your children's, loved ones, or hell even complete stranger's lungs up. And dispite this, I still love my mother who smokes liken a chimney. *sigh*

Basically all I'm saying is you don't want her to judge you... but I think you need to look in the mirror before you start accusing others of crimes.

you don't even know the situation. so im not even going to take your comment into consideration.

Well, I doubt there could be anything that could change my judgement of the situation that hasn't been already established in the conversation I read between you two above. It seems to be you're annoyed that she hasn't added you to her friends list... she says this is because she isn't confortable with things that you do, therefore chooses not to associate herself with you. You call her closed minded just because she won't accept you as a friend on LJ due to a difference of oppinions on an issue... and I say that it makes you look just as close minded as you accuse her of being. I don't think there is anything that could change that situation enough to make it okay that you're calling her close minded when you seem to be yourself.

And for your information, there is a difference between being close minded, and just choosing who one wishes to accociate themself with. I don't know if she everyone who's involved in drugs, alcohol and cigarettes are "bad people" or if she just chooses to not associate herself with those people due to the fact that she thinks it's a wrong enough thing for someone to do that she doesn't want to be friends with them, but if it's the latter, it doesn't make her close minded... if she's the first, then she is... but I don't know her well enough to know which she is. But to me, someone who is right out accusing her of being close minded for choosing to not add them to their friends list (and from the conversation above, that's the only accusation I saw) is themself a close minded person, thinking that ~everyone~ has to be their friends.

And let me ask you one thing... if she is so close minded, (and it seems you two have discussed this issue before), why do you want her to add you to her friends list so much?

i did not and will not read that entry. im sure itsa bunch of bullshit. your reading WAY to much into this.

...and this comment just proved itself as case and point of my statements above. But with this, I shall drop it, since you're obviously too close minded to listen.

thank you very much. :) The reason why is because well, partly because it just doesn't feel right, and drugs are a habit I'd like to stay as far away from as possible. I don't know how strong I am, and I think it's better not to tempt myself. I also think it's a good habit to cultivate to stay away from people who do things that you don't like and that you're not comfortable with, and that could harm you or themselves. Yes, it's online, and she's not going to be like, handing me a blunt. I don't think she'd do that anyway. . . up til now she's been really nice, I'm not sure what happened. . . But I still think that I should try to stick by my convictions and like, practice keeping myself out of trouble.

I know she's not a bad person. Neither was Sal (http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=guingel&itemid=38589). But that's something I'm really glad I got myself out of. And maybe it's why I'm not taking chances now. And practicing not taking chances. Cos I learned my lesson without getting hurt, I don't need to get into even bigger trouble to know what to do.

Don't worry I'm reading your journal. And our conversation today w/Alex was very interesting! ~Perin~

:) yes, it was!! hehehe. XD i liked the demonstration!

I feel weird now though. . . either it's from our discussion, or cos I've just finished mine, but i feel like I'm getting my period and I'm leaking. ugh. lol.

I read... I'm just not always gifted with the words to respond accordingly to peoples' entries sometimes :( I don't get many responces to my journal either... Oh well. Well, I hope you start getting more responces from people and be happy again. :) *poing*

thanks :) I need to be better about commenting too. . . I've tried to pick it up after the AP was over, because I got really bad then--I'll get on the ball when school's out. I'm trying to keep up ;)

Darn! I just answered, and then LJ ate it. *sigh* Here's (I think) what I said: I'm here, and I'm reading! I read everything, but I don't always post. It's weird. Sometimes I get in these moods where I'm in a commenting mood, and post lots of them. Other times, I just read quietly. I guess I'm in the quietly reading phase right now. But there was an entry you did just recently I wanted to say something to, then got distracted....now what was it? I'll go find it and post something, 'kay? (:

whew. I'm glad people are reading. I feel like, bad complaining, you know? and I wouldn't if it weren't so many entries that have been passed over. (and I wouldn't if I wasn't so tired and cranky. lol.)
And then I worry since a lot of the people on my friends list are older than me. . . a lot of the time I start to worry that I seem immature, and then when people don't comment I start wondering if I've finally annoyed everyone enough that they've given up (although whining is probably the worst thing to do but I couldn't think of anything else)

a lot of the times I'm not in a comment mood. . . sometimes I manage to do it because once I get some inertia I'm ok. lol. And then sometimes I tell myself I'll comment later and then forget completely XD

LJ's been really weird lately! I keep having to try to load things 3, 5, 10 times!! ugh.

Don't worry. I don't think you're immature or anyhting like that!

It's more I've been in a lazy/wierd mood. Hardly updating my own LJ, not commenting in anyone's, not doing anything except read Fics, play FF9, and l33ch video filez.

Yours in defintely one of the LJs I try to read every post of. Mainly as, being in the US, it means you tend to have different thigns to read about than my fellow UK-ers.

Take care.

whew. that's good to hear :)

mm. fics are good. And I really want to play final fantasy (I don't care which one). This guy Mike has mentioned that I should try it, so maybe I'll get a chance to. Never been to his house or anything though >.> And then, I'm hopeless at video games. I need practice--I can't get the controllers straight, and all the different buttons that do different things!!

hehe. glad the US is coming in handy for something!

you take care too!

I understand...I get paranoid really easily too. I like to know I'm being read.

I'm glad I'm not alone :D

- also, I meant to say: hope you feel better quickly!

thanks--I managed to get to sleep early and all (although my headache kept me awake for a while) and I felt really good when I got up. . . unfortunately I'd gotten up 40 minutes early cos of my brother's alarm clock. XP But I think I managed to get back to sleep. it's kinda hazy.

Good - hope your headache stays away!!

so far so good ;)

Excuse my mucking up your comments on this entry with that arguement with someone who won't even listen to me. If I had know they would respond like that, I wouldn't have wasted my time writing.

yeah. . . don't worry about it. thanks for standing up for me.
I hate people who don't listen to you when you argue. It's a pain. I don't know what got into her. . . :-/

I CERTAINLY don't read your vastly entertaining and highly intellectual and silly livejournal.

Nope, not ever.

dag. well that's too bad. lol.

I like the name Zengybert Wingledack, by the way.

Thanks... it's from an Eddie Izzard routine, from the _Dressed to Kill_... worth knocking someone off to see.

I'm still reading.

that's good to hear :)

I linked to your journal because you are the only other person that has Todd Nauck as an interest (yeah, I'm a geek, so sue me.)

Anyway, I like your journal, so I'm adding you as a friend.

yay!! :D Todd Nauck kicks arse. I love love love his art. Good to find another fan :D (love your icon, btw)

thank you for adding me as a friend :) As standard policy though, I'm going to have to read through your journal before I add you--hope you don't mind. I've had problems before. . . (see above for one example DX)

Yup. No problem.

glad to hear it ;) I've got 4 months left to read though. oy. lol.
interesting journal you got there.

Like, whoa.

*smoochies*

We love ya, babe.

:) thanks. I feel better now. ::hugs::
love you guys too ;)

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