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[guingel]

::frowns:: is anyone reading my journal anymore? Or are you all just really busy? Or have I got extremely boring all of a sudden?

'm paranoid enough by myself. I don't need any help. Thank you.

i took the morning off today. went in sixth period. I slept til 10 but I'm still tired, I still have a headache. fuck it.

i can't think of anything else to say. i'm in a bad mood. my head hurts. shit.

we explained periods and tampons to Alex today. he was good about it.

hmm. well. you're all in luck. this is a short entry.

I dunno. comments are something i like about livejournal.

Comments

[guingel.livejournal.com]

I am open-minded about sexuality, race, intelligence, self-destructive behavior, D/s, M/s, taste in clothes, music, friends, religion, talent, ideas, occupation. . . I can't think of anything at the moment but I'm an openminded person.

I am not comfortable with drug use. I'm not comfortable with smoking, or alcohol (although those I'm more lenient with than drugs). I know that doing drugs does not make you a bad person. That does not mean I'm comfortable with it. I don't like it. I don't think it's a good idea.

I thought you respected that.
I can respect myself. I know I'm openminded. Hey, I'm also clean!!

[shateredwings.livejournal.com]

And your also a bitter ignorant little girl.

And no, from what I know of you, you think you have an open mind, but in fact.. your far from openminded. Oh well, I feel sorry for you, I really do.

And don't you dare judge my way of life. That just proves that your closeminded. You have no right to look down on the things I do.

But, I am not going to get into this with you. Your far from worth my time.

[diziara.livejournal.com]

And don't you dare judge her. Only he or she who is perfect can judge another. You say that she's close minded, but you're no better than her. She is uncomfortable with something that you do, therefore she chooses not to associate with you. Most people accept that, and move on... yet you attack her for being close minded.

I personally don't think that drugs, smoking and alcohol are things that people need to be doing, but I also have a who the hell cares, it's their body, they do it and leave me the hell alone about it, and it's fine. The only real problem I have are the idiots who get high, stoned, or whatever, or drunk, then go out and drive and kill people in accidents! And then the people who smoke around others... it's one thing if they want to fuck up their own lungs, it's another to fuck your children's, loved ones, or hell even complete stranger's lungs up. And dispite this, I still love my mother who smokes liken a chimney. *sigh*

Basically all I'm saying is you don't want her to judge you... but I think you need to look in the mirror before you start accusing others of crimes.

[shateredwings.livejournal.com]

you don't even know the situation. so im not even going to take your comment into consideration.

[diziara.livejournal.com]

Well, I doubt there could be anything that could change my judgement of the situation that hasn't been already established in the conversation I read between you two above. It seems to be you're annoyed that she hasn't added you to her friends list... she says this is because she isn't confortable with things that you do, therefore chooses not to associate herself with you. You call her closed minded just because she won't accept you as a friend on LJ due to a difference of oppinions on an issue... and I say that it makes you look just as close minded as you accuse her of being. I don't think there is anything that could change that situation enough to make it okay that you're calling her close minded when you seem to be yourself.

And for your information, there is a difference between being close minded, and just choosing who one wishes to accociate themself with. I don't know if she everyone who's involved in drugs, alcohol and cigarettes are "bad people" or if she just chooses to not associate herself with those people due to the fact that she thinks it's a wrong enough thing for someone to do that she doesn't want to be friends with them, but if it's the latter, it doesn't make her close minded... if she's the first, then she is... but I don't know her well enough to know which she is. But to me, someone who is right out accusing her of being close minded for choosing to not add them to their friends list (and from the conversation above, that's the only accusation I saw) is themself a close minded person, thinking that ~everyone~ has to be their friends.

And let me ask you one thing... if she is so close minded, (and it seems you two have discussed this issue before), why do you want her to add you to her friends list so much?

[shateredwings.livejournal.com]

i did not and will not read that entry. im sure itsa bunch of bullshit. your reading WAY to much into this.

[diziara.livejournal.com]

...and this comment just proved itself as case and point of my statements above. But with this, I shall drop it, since you're obviously too close minded to listen.

[guingel.livejournal.com]

thank you very much. :) The reason why is because well, partly because it just doesn't feel right, and drugs are a habit I'd like to stay as far away from as possible. I don't know how strong I am, and I think it's better not to tempt myself. I also think it's a good habit to cultivate to stay away from people who do things that you don't like and that you're not comfortable with, and that could harm you or themselves. Yes, it's online, and she's not going to be like, handing me a blunt. I don't think she'd do that anyway. . . up til now she's been really nice, I'm not sure what happened. . . But I still think that I should try to stick by my convictions and like, practice keeping myself out of trouble.

I know she's not a bad person. Neither was Sal (http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=guingel&itemid=38589). But that's something I'm really glad I got myself out of. And maybe it's why I'm not taking chances now. And practicing not taking chances. Cos I learned my lesson without getting hurt, I don't need to get into even bigger trouble to know what to do.