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[guingel]

::frowns:: is anyone reading my journal anymore? Or are you all just really busy? Or have I got extremely boring all of a sudden?

'm paranoid enough by myself. I don't need any help. Thank you.

i took the morning off today. went in sixth period. I slept til 10 but I'm still tired, I still have a headache. fuck it.

i can't think of anything else to say. i'm in a bad mood. my head hurts. shit.

we explained periods and tampons to Alex today. he was good about it.

hmm. well. you're all in luck. this is a short entry.

I dunno. comments are something i like about livejournal.

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thank you very much. :) The reason why is because well, partly because it just doesn't feel right, and drugs are a habit I'd like to stay as far away from as possible. I don't know how strong I am, and I think it's better not to tempt myself. I also think it's a good habit to cultivate to stay away from people who do things that you don't like and that you're not comfortable with, and that could harm you or themselves. Yes, it's online, and she's not going to be like, handing me a blunt. I don't think she'd do that anyway. . . up til now she's been really nice, I'm not sure what happened. . . But I still think that I should try to stick by my convictions and like, practice keeping myself out of trouble.

I know she's not a bad person. Neither was Sal (http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=guingel&itemid=38589). But that's something I'm really glad I got myself out of. And maybe it's why I'm not taking chances now. And practicing not taking chances. Cos I learned my lesson without getting hurt, I don't need to get into even bigger trouble to know what to do.