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crises!! but minor ones.
Sep. 21st, 2007 12:58 amSo, I'm sickly. And I'm feeling better but my nose is all stuffed up so I'm breathing audibly. But among the sniffles, sometimes when I exhale it sounds like an owl, no joke. And it's really subtle and it took me a while before I realized it was my nose and I was totally sitting in my room thinking we had all owls swooping around the campus.
Also, at my seminar today the professor said "Laura, don't you have a blog?" Apparently he searched for his name and it came up? I did mention him by full name once a couple years ago - actually, my first semester at Smith, so three years ago. O.o But I just searched for his name and it didn't come up, I don't know what's up with that. Anyway, hopefully he's not still reading, not that I've ever used the journal to trash him, cos he's my adviser and of course I like him, but I'll feel incredibly awkward. Like, if he was reading this, now? Awkward. And the entry in which he's mentioned, the only other things I talk about are the guys in Stargate SG-1 that I have crushes on, and fanfic from the DCU. Agh embarassing. For professors to read. It was sad, too, cos he was talking about how some people like to write and some don't. And he was like "Laura, you like to write, don't you?" And I despise writing essays and research papers so I was all "No, I hate writing!" and he was like "I thought you had a blog, where you wrote loads of things". I, like, panicked. Clearly I'm not very secretive or I'd friends lock at least this post. . . but still. Anyway, I like writing about myself. I have a lot of trouble, apart from the fact that essays are far less fun to write than my LJ, with integrating sources with my own ideas. It always becomes awkward, I think.
Anyway, tomorrow is my first day of work and I'm, as I said, sickly, so I really need to get to bed. Also, it's big sister little sister tea and I'm afraid my little sister hates me. But she made me a really beautiful origami flower thing to wear so she knows I'm her big sis! So cute!! And really pretty and nice! But I might be working until half an hour after tea starts so I said I might be late and now it's like "Argh, what if i get out of work early? She won't be expecting me til 4:30 and it's all awkward." Cos I"m sure I could say "I want to get to tea on time today but normally I'll work til 4:30" and they're really nice and I'm sick, but it's the first day so. . . but I also might not work in the afternoon at all, it depends on how I feel.
OK, I'm going to go. Also, I watched the finale of Yamada Taro Monogatari. Those kids are ridiculous. I love them all!
Also, at my seminar today the professor said "Laura, don't you have a blog?" Apparently he searched for his name and it came up? I did mention him by full name once a couple years ago - actually, my first semester at Smith, so three years ago. O.o But I just searched for his name and it didn't come up, I don't know what's up with that. Anyway, hopefully he's not still reading, not that I've ever used the journal to trash him, cos he's my adviser and of course I like him, but I'll feel incredibly awkward. Like, if he was reading this, now? Awkward. And the entry in which he's mentioned, the only other things I talk about are the guys in Stargate SG-1 that I have crushes on, and fanfic from the DCU. Agh embarassing. For professors to read. It was sad, too, cos he was talking about how some people like to write and some don't. And he was like "Laura, you like to write, don't you?" And I despise writing essays and research papers so I was all "No, I hate writing!" and he was like "I thought you had a blog, where you wrote loads of things". I, like, panicked. Clearly I'm not very secretive or I'd friends lock at least this post. . . but still. Anyway, I like writing about myself. I have a lot of trouble, apart from the fact that essays are far less fun to write than my LJ, with integrating sources with my own ideas. It always becomes awkward, I think.
Anyway, tomorrow is my first day of work and I'm, as I said, sickly, so I really need to get to bed. Also, it's big sister little sister tea and I'm afraid my little sister hates me. But she made me a really beautiful origami flower thing to wear so she knows I'm her big sis! So cute!! And really pretty and nice! But I might be working until half an hour after tea starts so I said I might be late and now it's like "Argh, what if i get out of work early? She won't be expecting me til 4:30 and it's all awkward." Cos I"m sure I could say "I want to get to tea on time today but normally I'll work til 4:30" and they're really nice and I'm sick, but it's the first day so. . . but I also might not work in the afternoon at all, it depends on how I feel.
OK, I'm going to go. Also, I watched the finale of Yamada Taro Monogatari. Those kids are ridiculous. I love them all!
