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I've been sort of down since last night. Like, not in a bad mood or sad, just with an underlying layer of. . . I guess pessimism. And a bit of "life sucks"-age. I'm really, really not the type to say life sucks - actually, I'm not even the pessimistic type, I'm usually pretty optimistic and up. Unless I'm sleep deprived - it's not that I don't get into bad moods. But on my own, and when I'm comfortable and with people I like, I'm usually fairly high energy and positive. But yeah, so lately I've been thinking that life sucks sort of a lot. And I'm like "C'mon, Laura, you're not someone who says that! Pull yourself together!" But it feels a little justified.

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