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mm, something else. I've had some conversations sitting around in private entries, I was talking about my goal of betterment of self ;) lol. I'm going for perfection, and hell, I think it's possible to reach it. Maybe not for me, but I have a lifetime to work on it, and in the meantime I'm just going to try to be the best person I can. And here are the things I need to work on:
1) conceited--almost complacency. Which I've been working on yanking myself out of, I have to insult myself in my head really harshly (meghan says I shouldn't insult myself--it's not like I have low self-esteem or anything, I just make these ridiculous statements in my head. And stuff. And kinda I've improved from before, but I still have a lot of work to do so I really can't get complacent.)
2) I still lose my temper too quickly. I really need to work on that. DX (I've gotten so much better at keeping myself out of trouble though. I know when it's not worth it.)
3) connected with #2--I need to slow down. a lot. just take things slower and think before I speak. That's part of why I prefer IMing to talking.
4) I'm really fecking lazy. And a total slob. (i don't know. . . this might be chronic. I've gotten better about hw, but this past week I've kinda fallen apart. Partly because I wasn't feeling well, but partly because with the AP over I haven't felt the need for work. I'm not really explaining it right, but I kinda feel like the years over. >.< Just a few more weeks!)
5) I hope this isn't true, and I think I'm getting better, but I'm a little little bit judgemental and that's worrying me, but I'm working on it.
6) various little selfishness type of things, not as much of a problem as they used to be
I'm sure there are other's that I can't think of, but that's the list right now. any thoughts?
curses, Katie's taken my spot on the couch. She'll probably go onto the computer when I get off though.
1) conceited--almost complacency. Which I've been working on yanking myself out of, I have to insult myself in my head really harshly (meghan says I shouldn't insult myself--it's not like I have low self-esteem or anything, I just make these ridiculous statements in my head. And stuff. And kinda I've improved from before, but I still have a lot of work to do so I really can't get complacent.)
2) I still lose my temper too quickly. I really need to work on that. DX (I've gotten so much better at keeping myself out of trouble though. I know when it's not worth it.)
3) connected with #2--I need to slow down. a lot. just take things slower and think before I speak. That's part of why I prefer IMing to talking.
4) I'm really fecking lazy. And a total slob. (i don't know. . . this might be chronic. I've gotten better about hw, but this past week I've kinda fallen apart. Partly because I wasn't feeling well, but partly because with the AP over I haven't felt the need for work. I'm not really explaining it right, but I kinda feel like the years over. >.< Just a few more weeks!)
5) I hope this isn't true, and I think I'm getting better, but I'm a little little bit judgemental and that's worrying me, but I'm working on it.
6) various little selfishness type of things, not as much of a problem as they used to be
I'm sure there are other's that I can't think of, but that's the list right now. any thoughts?
curses, Katie's taken my spot on the couch. She'll probably go onto the computer when I get off though.
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