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Nov. 20th, 2003 10:37 pmFuck yeah!!!
The show was awesome! And I get to see it two more times! I loved it. I had a blast. I was cracking up, I was bouncing. . . it was awesome. I killed my hands clapping, and my voice wasn't quite as sore as the singers, but I shouted so much it was getting there!!
Senior Cigar? AWESOME! I had such a great time. Only a couple people went on so much I was impatient. . . it doesn't matter how long you go on, it matters who's doing it. But we got home by 10:20, which is such a record for senior cigar! And I was mentioned a couple times. A couple people said me and Katie were intimidating and they were afraid to talk to us. And I told them later that it's a defense mechanism--I make myself unapproachable because I'm used to people approaching me to make fun of me, and I'm afriad, so I don't let them near. And even after I do, I hold back and aren't that friendly because I'm afraid they'll think I'm weird. So, you know. And one of the people, who is the stage manager and she works so fucking hard and does such a great job and she is amazing, so I told her that, and I also finally told her that I think she is so pretty and sexy, which I've thought since eighth grade (which is when I was 13 years old, for people with a different grading system). And she said (she was alrad kind of crying, cos, you know, she put a lot into the show) "let's be friends!" and I said "Yes!" and it was awesome. :D And I told another kid how I'm always jealous of him because he's so clever and witty and cool. And I told this one girl that I think she's really pretty, just because I've kind of wanted to--she's not a senior or anything, I just wanted to say that. So it was great, I got to say things to people that I wouldn't have otherwise and stuff.
And, even though I quit krough (stage crew) after freshman year, one of the two other freshman girls in art krough that year mentioned me, and the other girl mentioned this crazy freshman incident that I was like, the only other one at Senior Cigar who was also there. XD Awesome.
And my friends went up, and I love them, and I grabbed the butt of one of my friends (![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
stukinwondrland if I typed that right) because she is sooooo sexy and is awesome as narrator and I couldn't resist, even though she is straight and has a boyfriend (something that caused much amusement amongst the speech-givers and peanut gallery). Much hugging. A lot of really sexy people. No one flashed their tits, though, even though several people were asked to (included girl who's butt I grabbed).
And Katie went up, and said "je vois que tu as un chou" and it was awesome and she is the coolest and I love her and she made me feel special!!!! (not quite in "Maskerade" range with the exclamation points, for any Terry Pratchett fans)
It was just sooooo much fun and so awesome and I'm estatic and thrilled and happy.
(by the way, senior cigar is a tradition--after the thursday show of the musical, all the graduating seniors in cast, krough, and pit get to go and give a speech, and everyone's kind of supposed to take a puff at this cigar, and people talk about the shows, and the people, and whatever they want. . . it's great when people don't just go on and on. . . it rocks. And this year was just awesome--a lot of because they're my classmates now, but it was waaaay shorter than it could have been, and has been! :D)
(I didn't speak because I'm not really involved and just go to rehearsals and take pictures and whatever, so, you know. It was cool. I was just glad I could go at all--I asked the stage manager. . . remember, girl I thought was gorgeous since age 13--she invited me to her Bat Mitzvah, too, even though I only knew her from lunch--and she said it was cool and I'd be able to pay at the door and stuff, and all our friends got to sit together. . . most of the seniors were together at the front, so we were a little isolated and not included when people just went through the senior table and named people.)
I'll stop now. I have homework to do. AUGH!! May very well not get it done XD I will try. Two pages to write, one of which is a summary of the article, the other is my opinion.
The show was awesome! And I get to see it two more times! I loved it. I had a blast. I was cracking up, I was bouncing. . . it was awesome. I killed my hands clapping, and my voice wasn't quite as sore as the singers, but I shouted so much it was getting there!!
Senior Cigar? AWESOME! I had such a great time. Only a couple people went on so much I was impatient. . . it doesn't matter how long you go on, it matters who's doing it. But we got home by 10:20, which is such a record for senior cigar! And I was mentioned a couple times. A couple people said me and Katie were intimidating and they were afraid to talk to us. And I told them later that it's a defense mechanism--I make myself unapproachable because I'm used to people approaching me to make fun of me, and I'm afriad, so I don't let them near. And even after I do, I hold back and aren't that friendly because I'm afraid they'll think I'm weird. So, you know. And one of the people, who is the stage manager and she works so fucking hard and does such a great job and she is amazing, so I told her that, and I also finally told her that I think she is so pretty and sexy, which I've thought since eighth grade (which is when I was 13 years old, for people with a different grading system). And she said (she was alrad kind of crying, cos, you know, she put a lot into the show) "let's be friends!" and I said "Yes!" and it was awesome. :D And I told another kid how I'm always jealous of him because he's so clever and witty and cool. And I told this one girl that I think she's really pretty, just because I've kind of wanted to--she's not a senior or anything, I just wanted to say that. So it was great, I got to say things to people that I wouldn't have otherwise and stuff.
And, even though I quit krough (stage crew) after freshman year, one of the two other freshman girls in art krough that year mentioned me, and the other girl mentioned this crazy freshman incident that I was like, the only other one at Senior Cigar who was also there. XD Awesome.
And my friends went up, and I love them, and I grabbed the butt of one of my friends (
stukinwondrland if I typed that right) because she is sooooo sexy and is awesome as narrator and I couldn't resist, even though she is straight and has a boyfriend (something that caused much amusement amongst the speech-givers and peanut gallery). Much hugging. A lot of really sexy people. No one flashed their tits, though, even though several people were asked to (included girl who's butt I grabbed).And Katie went up, and said "je vois que tu as un chou" and it was awesome and she is the coolest and I love her and she made me feel special!!!! (not quite in "Maskerade" range with the exclamation points, for any Terry Pratchett fans)
It was just sooooo much fun and so awesome and I'm estatic and thrilled and happy.
(by the way, senior cigar is a tradition--after the thursday show of the musical, all the graduating seniors in cast, krough, and pit get to go and give a speech, and everyone's kind of supposed to take a puff at this cigar, and people talk about the shows, and the people, and whatever they want. . . it's great when people don't just go on and on. . . it rocks. And this year was just awesome--a lot of because they're my classmates now, but it was waaaay shorter than it could have been, and has been! :D)
(I didn't speak because I'm not really involved and just go to rehearsals and take pictures and whatever, so, you know. It was cool. I was just glad I could go at all--I asked the stage manager. . . remember, girl I thought was gorgeous since age 13--she invited me to her Bat Mitzvah, too, even though I only knew her from lunch--and she said it was cool and I'd be able to pay at the door and stuff, and all our friends got to sit together. . . most of the seniors were together at the front, so we were a little isolated and not included when people just went through the senior table and named people.)
I'll stop now. I have homework to do. AUGH!! May very well not get it done XD I will try. Two pages to write, one of which is a summary of the article, the other is my opinion.
