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Jul. 31st, 2003 08:02 pm::sigh:: I don't know what to do about Bethpage tomorrow. I really wanted to go and volunteer and interpret and stuff. I had been nervous about it, but then i started to really look forward to it! Although still a bit nervous. But I really don't think I'm going to be able to do this. :( I mean, tomorrow I'm going to start to hurt, so i don't want to be away from pain medicine. Plus, I have (as I mentioned before) a lot of different medications to take, and it's my first day with them, so things are going to be a little tough. In addition, I have to eat funky soft foods, so packing a lunch is going to be complicated! And, well, I just tasted blood. I don't want to start leaking while I'm in the 19th century!
I mean, I plan to wake up tomorrow when I would if I were going, and see how I feel--we've had to keep putting this off, and it's already almost August. . . if I don't do this soon, I'm not going to do it at all! Which would really really suck. But. . . I think it might not work out very well for me to go in tomorrow. XP
I mean, I plan to wake up tomorrow when I would if I were going, and see how I feel--we've had to keep putting this off, and it's already almost August. . . if I don't do this soon, I'm not going to do it at all! Which would really really suck. But. . . I think it might not work out very well for me to go in tomorrow. XP
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Date: 2003-08-01 03:37 pm (UTC)