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Oct. 21st, 2007 12:14 amI think this is pretty much my first drunken post. I've updated my not-so-secret fanfic rec journal thingie while drunk, but I don't think I've updated this. Except some random girl friended me on that and I'm really annoyed. I don't want her knowing about all my weird fetishes or whatever. I don't know. I'm pretty open with my sex whatever to the extent that I don't think i'll weird people out, but there are definitely things i'll weird people out about and I'll be annoyed at myself for writing this when I'm sober but i secretly just want to talk about all the weird things openly anyway and I like drunkenness because even if I don't totally lose judgement, I can pretend I did. Or whatever. I'm trying to correct all my typing mistakes, by the way. Anyway, yeah. Sometimes I feel like I drink not to where I lost control but to where I can tell people I've lost control, although obviously I'm a little more out of control than usual and I can tell by the way my vision is fuzzy.
Anyway. I went underwear shopping today with Steph and Corey. Got two thongs for the first time in my life. And two underwires for the first time in my life. Actually it was my first time bra shopping and I got padded bras for the first time (don't worry, I would totally share this if I was sober and I was thinking about writing an antry about it when sober. Ok, now I'm typinmg with my eyes shut cos I"m sleepy and dizzy. so sorry, there's going to be more typos but I'm a pretty good tyupist so hopegully not that many. if I see later that it's incomprehensible I'll fiz it. anyway, I was actually bra shopping for the first time ever. reaLLY. I'M 34a, maybe b but morely a. which i didn't know before. and I got padded bras for the dirst time. so now my nipples won't show all the time. I'm more aware of the bras but they also give more support and sort of feel more comfortable. i don't klnow. it's a bit of a trade off, cos Ive just been wearing soft cloth-y ones my whole life and they're nice, but now i have like, real bras.
also, thongs. i got two thongs. I mostlyt wear bikini cut panties but I also tried low rise hipsters and girls shorrtts in addition to the thongs. low-rise bikinis, cos I tried regular bikinis and there was too much going on in th eass for me. i've been wearing one of the thongs most of the afternoon and i'm getting used to it. it's interesting. so I'm pleased.
i was actaually quite nerbous about the whole thing, since i'd nevert been underwear shopping befofre. or, like, not for underwear that you try on. but corey and steph were really sweet and really helpful. bras were tough, none of them seemed to fit right at first. i'm glad i've done it now.
anyway, after dinner cealry i did some drinking. but actually any typing mistakes are truly cos I've got my eyes shut and not because i'm drunk. but i have my eyues shut because i'm drunk and sleepy. I mean, I have made some corrections cos I can tell often when I've hit a wrong key. so it's not, like, pure.; but a lot of it, most of it, is without looking. in cluding a couple of corrections. so i know there are mistakes but I think you should be impressed at the quality of drunk eyes shut typing.
anyway, i'm drinking water now to re-hydrate myself so i don't get a hangover cos i have loads of homework to do tomorrow. but yeah, i watched old moveis with steph and we made mixed drinks. first i had a martini then a gin and lemonade and then a daquiri. which is, like, hard to spell after having onee. but yeah, i haven't really drank much at all since i got basck from england in june.
we watched shall we dance, an excellent fred and ginger movie, the one where he pretend to be petrov. and then we watched the first half of that's entertainment but then steph made us stop so she could have alone time with her boyfriend. so hopefully we'll have time to finish it up tomorrow.
I always feel like I should say at least one Johnny's thing in an entry because I friended a lot of JE people (although I hear JE is just the music producing part, but hey, it's abbreviatable) even though I think I have said that I pretty much post about real life when I do those friending memes. and I can't really tink of anyting. i'm watching Summary of JOhnny's World Bsckstage with subs for the first time since I was first getting into NEWS. It' cute cos i KNOW THE juniors (sorry, i realize i hit the caps lock keyu accidentally) now and I didn't the first time I saw it. and just thinking back to my opinions when I frist saw it, cos it was one of the first JE things I watched. It's itersting. I still can't get into KATTUN. I also refuse to put in their hyphen when IO'm not looking. I guess I'll stop now.
sorry for the drunk post. most of it was stuff i wanted to say while sober, just said more awkwardly and, really, with my eyes shut.
also, slim chance one of my professors reads this. In which case, he now knows more about me than (hopefully) either of us want him to so he should stop. reading my lj.
Anyway. I went underwear shopping today with Steph and Corey. Got two thongs for the first time in my life. And two underwires for the first time in my life. Actually it was my first time bra shopping and I got padded bras for the first time (don't worry, I would totally share this if I was sober and I was thinking about writing an antry about it when sober. Ok, now I'm typinmg with my eyes shut cos I"m sleepy and dizzy. so sorry, there's going to be more typos but I'm a pretty good tyupist so hopegully not that many. if I see later that it's incomprehensible I'll fiz it. anyway, I was actually bra shopping for the first time ever. reaLLY. I'M 34a, maybe b but morely a. which i didn't know before. and I got padded bras for the dirst time. so now my nipples won't show all the time. I'm more aware of the bras but they also give more support and sort of feel more comfortable. i don't klnow. it's a bit of a trade off, cos Ive just been wearing soft cloth-y ones my whole life and they're nice, but now i have like, real bras.
also, thongs. i got two thongs. I mostlyt wear bikini cut panties but I also tried low rise hipsters and girls shorrtts in addition to the thongs. low-rise bikinis, cos I tried regular bikinis and there was too much going on in th eass for me. i've been wearing one of the thongs most of the afternoon and i'm getting used to it. it's interesting. so I'm pleased.
i was actaually quite nerbous about the whole thing, since i'd nevert been underwear shopping befofre. or, like, not for underwear that you try on. but corey and steph were really sweet and really helpful. bras were tough, none of them seemed to fit right at first. i'm glad i've done it now.
anyway, after dinner cealry i did some drinking. but actually any typing mistakes are truly cos I've got my eyes shut and not because i'm drunk. but i have my eyues shut because i'm drunk and sleepy. I mean, I have made some corrections cos I can tell often when I've hit a wrong key. so it's not, like, pure.; but a lot of it, most of it, is without looking. in cluding a couple of corrections. so i know there are mistakes but I think you should be impressed at the quality of drunk eyes shut typing.
anyway, i'm drinking water now to re-hydrate myself so i don't get a hangover cos i have loads of homework to do tomorrow. but yeah, i watched old moveis with steph and we made mixed drinks. first i had a martini then a gin and lemonade and then a daquiri. which is, like, hard to spell after having onee. but yeah, i haven't really drank much at all since i got basck from england in june.
we watched shall we dance, an excellent fred and ginger movie, the one where he pretend to be petrov. and then we watched the first half of that's entertainment but then steph made us stop so she could have alone time with her boyfriend. so hopefully we'll have time to finish it up tomorrow.
I always feel like I should say at least one Johnny's thing in an entry because I friended a lot of JE people (although I hear JE is just the music producing part, but hey, it's abbreviatable) even though I think I have said that I pretty much post about real life when I do those friending memes. and I can't really tink of anyting. i'm watching Summary of JOhnny's World Bsckstage with subs for the first time since I was first getting into NEWS. It' cute cos i KNOW THE juniors (sorry, i realize i hit the caps lock keyu accidentally) now and I didn't the first time I saw it. and just thinking back to my opinions when I frist saw it, cos it was one of the first JE things I watched. It's itersting. I still can't get into KATTUN. I also refuse to put in their hyphen when IO'm not looking. I guess I'll stop now.
sorry for the drunk post. most of it was stuff i wanted to say while sober, just said more awkwardly and, really, with my eyes shut.
also, slim chance one of my professors reads this. In which case, he now knows more about me than (hopefully) either of us want him to so he should stop. reading my lj.
