some job worries

hmm. I'm feeling slightly stressed out right now. I'm looking for a job for the remainder of the summer. I'm trying to find something in a park. Well, technically I'm not looking right now. I've made a list of phone numbers that I'm going to call tomorrow, it's a little late now. I hate calling people I don't know and all. I'm not sure if I'm doing this correctly (well, my mom is helping me with what to do and say so that should be all right). I want to get it over with but I'm very nervous at the same time. I want to do like, grunt work that doesn't involve a lot of people contact. Picking up grabage, whatever. One of the problems is that it's very late in the summer to be looking for work. I probably won't have a lot of luck and then I'm not sure what to do. I'd really like to work this summer, but I really do not want it to be at a store or anything. Well, I'd do stocking, but I would not want to work behind a cash register, and I don't think I can avoid it.\
( some more whining (soz) and some myst babble )