May. 19th, 2002

guingel: (Colonel!)
uuuugh. I don't feel so good. I'm getting my period >.< We'd better not run the mile this week in gym. bet we will though. oh god. uhm. yeah, so my stomach and all feels kinda funky. and on top of that I'm getting growing pains or something in my knee. XP I'm just falling apart here! lol.

sleeping problems. . . got off the computer all 11:30, after mailing weez my impromanga character design (I might do some more scanning today. . .) and then I read American Gods for a while, and then I shut my light at what must have been a little past 12? Well, I'm not sure when I got to sleep, but I know I was awake at 1, and I think I actually fell to sleep some time past that. -_- So if that's not enough, I wake up at 4:30!! And I can't get back to sleep! So I'm hungry, and I go downstairs to get food, and I end up turning on the computer. I only stayed on a little--check my mail, my LJ, and my webcomics. Then I got a muffin and went back to my room to read some more American Gods. I didn't have too much trouble falling to sleep this time though. . . then I woke up at 10:30. . . I can't remember what my dream was about. I remember before 4:30 I was dreaming about New Year's. Probably brought on by Mr. Ibis's mention that not many people died at the end of December because they were hanging on for one last Christmas, or sometimes New Year's. So I was thinking about that a little bit. Cos I don't think about New Year's all that often. ::shrug::

cold. i think I'm going to stretch out on the couch soon under a blanket and read some more American Gods ;) (oh, ugh. . . my hands are freezing. well, maybe not--but they're really cold!)

I have a fair bit of work to do today though. And we're going to the library at around 1. I need to find books on Kurt Vonnegut, or, failing that, the 60's, and postmodernism. I won't work on them today though. I have something vaguely thesis-like so that's all right. And I figured out what I'm going to do for my Chem story. (wanted to run it past Meg, but she's not online) But I still need to write the story and read the SS and do my chem problems. And I need to illustrate it. Ah well. I'll be fine. :D (actually, that's not due til Wed, but whatever--I have no time during the week) Oh, and I got a couple of math problems left. . . but I'll prolly save 'em for last.

soz about the homework babble. >.>
subject is something that Meghan and Courtney used to say at lunch in eighth grade. We used to have a lot of fun. Until the day I attacked Johnny. O_O Oh dear. oh god. I thought I was going to get in so much trouble for that. I actually did in 9th grade. Geez. I was such a screwed-up kid! I don't get violent urges anymore though. But I tell people I used to and that I'm still prone to them. Which is, I'm afraid, the truth. I hope not. . . oh dear.
Actually, Smitty thought it was really funny O.o He told us that if we needed to get away from Johnny and Adam we could come upstairs to Earth Science early (cos you left lunch 20 min early for Earth Science every other day or something like that.) I'm going to try to use the word "like" less. I get paranoid about having so many people older than me on my buddy list every so often, and I've a feeling that's something that makes me look younger. And it's a good habit to get out of. I probably do a lot of other things that remind people of my age, but whatever.

roight. I talk to much, so I'll just shut up now. if I scan anything later you'll see it. I wanna do Francine, and Merv. . . and prolly some other stuff but whatever. ;) Bye bye!

oh yes--cloudtrader--I've finally got everything together for your present XD Took me long enough, right? Aaack. Soz! I just need to write a letter to go with it and mail it all. :D

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May. 19th, 2002 11:54 am
guingel: (me)
mm, something else. I've had some conversations sitting around in private entries, I was talking about my goal of betterment of self ;) lol. I'm going for perfection, and hell, I think it's possible to reach it. Maybe not for me, but I have a lifetime to work on it, and in the meantime I'm just going to try to be the best person I can. And here are the things I need to work on:

1) conceited--almost complacency. Which I've been working on yanking myself out of, I have to insult myself in my head really harshly (meghan says I shouldn't insult myself--it's not like I have low self-esteem or anything, I just make these ridiculous statements in my head. And stuff. And kinda I've improved from before, but I still have a lot of work to do so I really can't get complacent.)
2) I still lose my temper too quickly. I really need to work on that. DX (I've gotten so much better at keeping myself out of trouble though. I know when it's not worth it.)
3) connected with #2--I need to slow down. a lot. just take things slower and think before I speak. That's part of why I prefer IMing to talking.
4) I'm really fecking lazy. And a total slob. (i don't know. . . this might be chronic. I've gotten better about hw, but this past week I've kinda fallen apart. Partly because I wasn't feeling well, but partly because with the AP over I haven't felt the need for work. I'm not really explaining it right, but I kinda feel like the years over. >.< Just a few more weeks!)
5) I hope this isn't true, and I think I'm getting better, but I'm a little little bit judgemental and that's worrying me, but I'm working on it.
6) various little selfishness type of things, not as much of a problem as they used to be

I'm sure there are other's that I can't think of, but that's the list right now. any thoughts?

curses, Katie's taken my spot on the couch. She'll probably go onto the computer when I get off though.

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May. 19th, 2002 02:20 pm
guingel: (sky castle)
ok, I'm going to post these individually in groups of 2's, but if you want to see a sample of my artwork, this is it. (I've been having trouble explaining my style to the impromanga people)

http://homepage.mac.com/guingel/.Pictures/Hob.jpg
scratchboard, copied from: http://homepage.mac.com/guingel/.Pictures/Hobb%26w2.jpg (soz it's so big--too lazy to do anything about it. first we did it in pen and ink, that one looks better but I haven't gotten it back yet.) (wish I could have seen it that big when drawing it)

http://homepage.mac.com/guingel/.Pictures/Lux.jpg
original art, based on Lucifer's nightclub in the Kindly Ones

http://homepage.mac.com/guingel/.Pictures/Merv.jpg
these are basically copied from different Sandmans (I love Merv!)

http://homepage.mac.com/guingel/.Pictures/MyFrancine.jpg
original art--so very proud of this one

http://homepage.mac.com/guingel/.Pictures/pencilface.jpg
original. her hair is too flat. but this was face practice.

http://homepage.mac.com/guingel/.Pictures/zulli.jpg
copied from Michael Zulli's self-portrait at the end of the wake, if anyone owns it you can compare. the eyes are too small.

am now going to repost them so you can pretty much ignore this. just kinda a log.
guingel: (saka's Galaxy Kiss)
I'm going to repost them now. in two's lol. makes you more obliged to comment on all of them XD (I'm gonna spread out my postings, don't worry)

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guingel: (Strangers in Paradise)
lalalaa. . . 9:46 on a Sunday night, I'm reading an amusing fic (good, too) and I still have to finish up my math and my chem. only a few problems of each. one chem. which I might not do. . . And I did hardly any social studies but I think this time I'll be safe just looking through the text book for answers tomorrow. :D as long as I get to sleep early.

startlingly unworried.

ok, that's all.

I did a fair bit of LJ flooding today, didn't I? oops! :D

oh yeah, and I need to empty the dishwasher. and there's a concert tomorrow, so I'll have less time to do the SS. But I can handle it!

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