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Jun. 8th, 2002 10:52 pmwhat a nice day. Well, actually, first I felt bad because I slept almost through the entire time where my cousins were here--the people near my age. I woke up (got woken up) in time to eat, although I was rather sluggish. Then I went online and had fun conversations with ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
jedera (I will get around to reading your journal--I'm so sorry. . . I've been swamped with friends entries. >.< but school is almost over. . .).
Anyway, then I got to spend some quality time with my mom, which was extremely cool because I don't do that enough and it makes me feel good and I love my parents so very very much, and I'm very lucky to have them. I played badminton with my mom, which was doubly fun because I love badminton as well. And then I went in and read the part in Le Petit Prince (in French, which was a bit tricky but my mom was there to play consultant) with the fox, because Katie and David were having a discussion about it. Then I finished and was bored and Katie still wanted the computer--so I played rummy with my mom and dad. That was a lot of fun. Mom won though. :( ah well ;) I'm afraid I acted a little more upset than I was. >.< oops. oh dear.
Then I went online, and I talked to David, which was very interesting (you know, I'm starting to lapse into French more and more? I'm going to have to keep it out of my journal entries. . .) because we were talking about hidden depths (I quoted from one of my jedera conversations because he wanted some philosophical discussion for his last 10 minutes--which I managed to drag out to 15) and I was saying that I didn't really have any that were completely hidden from everyone (journal has helped. ::hugs journal::) lol. But he was saying that there were things he didn't know about me, which brought around some extremely interesting confessions. Someone I've never told anyone, and I'm glad Katie was there, because this was the one thing she didn't know about me--the one thing no one knew about me. ::deep sigh:: And god, part of it is that it's a secret I've been keeping for so long, which means it both weighed on me, and has been doing so for so long. And when I keep secrets I feel like it's because it's something to be ashamed of, so I usually tell people everything--even if it's a little embarassing (and even if they don't want to hear). So I was absolutely ripe to tell someone about this, and all I needed was the tiniest bit of encouragement that he provided. what an interesting feeling. My god. I've told someone!
but then Katie got upset because she felt David likes me better than her, which is really worrisome, and which we couldn't continue, because David really had to write his valedictorian speech. :-/ So now she's upset and I'm going to go and try to find her. ::frowns:: ack. so upsetting.
i'm going to show you guys a picture of David sometimes, he shows up so often and in so many different roles. I think you might need a face.
I'm hoping to spend more time outside this summer--playing badminton, and maybe a little tennis. And I had so much fun at the park, and playing keep it up and blowing bubbles at Emily's. Much much fun.
ok. good-bye. much love.
jedera (I will get around to reading your journal--I'm so sorry. . . I've been swamped with friends entries. >.< but school is almost over. . .).Anyway, then I got to spend some quality time with my mom, which was extremely cool because I don't do that enough and it makes me feel good and I love my parents so very very much, and I'm very lucky to have them. I played badminton with my mom, which was doubly fun because I love badminton as well. And then I went in and read the part in Le Petit Prince (in French, which was a bit tricky but my mom was there to play consultant) with the fox, because Katie and David were having a discussion about it. Then I finished and was bored and Katie still wanted the computer--so I played rummy with my mom and dad. That was a lot of fun. Mom won though. :( ah well ;) I'm afraid I acted a little more upset than I was. >.< oops. oh dear.
Then I went online, and I talked to David, which was very interesting (you know, I'm starting to lapse into French more and more? I'm going to have to keep it out of my journal entries. . .) because we were talking about hidden depths (I quoted from one of my jedera conversations because he wanted some philosophical discussion for his last 10 minutes--which I managed to drag out to 15) and I was saying that I didn't really have any that were completely hidden from everyone (journal has helped. ::hugs journal::) lol. But he was saying that there were things he didn't know about me, which brought around some extremely interesting confessions. Someone I've never told anyone, and I'm glad Katie was there, because this was the one thing she didn't know about me--the one thing no one knew about me. ::deep sigh:: And god, part of it is that it's a secret I've been keeping for so long, which means it both weighed on me, and has been doing so for so long. And when I keep secrets I feel like it's because it's something to be ashamed of, so I usually tell people everything--even if it's a little embarassing (and even if they don't want to hear). So I was absolutely ripe to tell someone about this, and all I needed was the tiniest bit of encouragement that he provided. what an interesting feeling. My god. I've told someone!
but then Katie got upset because she felt David likes me better than her, which is really worrisome, and which we couldn't continue, because David really had to write his valedictorian speech. :-/ So now she's upset and I'm going to go and try to find her. ::frowns:: ack. so upsetting.
i'm going to show you guys a picture of David sometimes, he shows up so often and in so many different roles. I think you might need a face.
I'm hoping to spend more time outside this summer--playing badminton, and maybe a little tennis. And I had so much fun at the park, and playing keep it up and blowing bubbles at Emily's. Much much fun.
ok. good-bye. much love.
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Date: 2002-06-10 01:20 pm (UTC)I like slapping around fangirls too. although I'm just 15. . . but it really really pisses me off.
teaching really runs in my family though. . . my grandpa was a math teacher, my dad's sister is a kindergarten teacher, my mom's brother is a gym teacher (and his wife is a music teacher), my cousin teaches conceptual geometry (although physics and astronomy are his thing. very smart guy), my other aunt (who we don't talk to anymore) moved to Japan and taught english. . . my other cousin works at some school in Japan, although I'm not sure what she does--maybe she's an english teacher too (she's not the daughter of the other aunt though).
Anyway. . . I can feel forces pushing me toward teaching, even though I think I'd be bad at it. Like, I want to be a comic book artist, but what if they're not hiring or I'm not good enough? I'd end up being an art teacher. And now the idea has occured to me that I might be interested in anthropology, but there's so little you can do there except teach (but it'd be as a professor at a college, so that's different, but still. . .)
It's coming for me!!
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Date: 2002-06-12 08:11 am (UTC)In an ideal world, I'd get my books published and live off the royalties for the rest of my life in Munich with a Playstation 2... XD